LastLoveLetter

Tau x.. tiap hari saya bertahan .. dgn karenah awk sbb saya cintakn awak...
Tau x.. dh byk kali saya bgi awk peluang ,, &bila saya minta break&awk merayu,saya terima awk balik walaupn benda ni dh berulang byk kali.
Tau x.. kwn2 awk byk ckp yg buruk2 tentang awk tp sy ignore semua tu,saya ckap saya xpercayakn awk tapi sebenarnya hati saya ingin selalu mempercayai awk.
Tau x.. awk selalu buat saya marah tpi saya buat2 happy. mcm xdapapa yg berlaku. susah rupanya nk menahan rasa marah ni tapi demi awk,,saya sanggup.

Awk asyik ckp,saya mungkin akn boring dgn awk sbb jarak kita 2 jauh. Saya xkisah :) as long as u loyal to me... &awk asyik ckap yg awk akn selamanya mencintai sy.
Tau x,manusia blh berubah. Tambahan pula awk msih muda,byk lagi benda lain yg awk blm tengok kn..
Manusia insan yg lemah,senang beralih arah. Senang berubah hati. Percayalah awk suatu hari nnti pn akn berubah juga. ^^ itu kenyataan yg kita xdpt ubah..

Saya cintakn awk lebih dari yg saya pnh rasa dulu. Semalam,awk tanya,nape sy cintakn awk kn,tpi sya x jwb.
Saya cintakn awk sbb
-saya terharu dgn keikhlasan awk yg tnggu saya dri bln januari(tapi saya xtahu yg sepanjang masa tu awak mesra2 dgn lelaki lain,bergurau mesra,berkolling b'ms8 .. berabang-abang,,bgi saya,itu bkn menunggu)
-saya betul2 fkir yg awak memahami saya(tpi rupanya awak x memahami saya langsung,tapi xpa,saya akn bertahan selagi saya masih dpt)
-saya buka hati saya utk cintakan awk(tapi awk mensia2kn ny pula)


Tapi sekarang,saya xfikir saya mampu bertahan lagi..saya dh byk kali d kecewakn. Saya dh d lukakn byk kali&sekarang saya xtahu nk buat apa lagi :)

S U S A H

 Aku msih menunggu surat penangguhan dari Politeknik ni,heran lh. Nape sistem pengurusan di situ teruk sangat. Aku msih nk sekolah di situ tapi,kalau mcm ni. Maybe aku akn cari U lain. Aku xmahu membazir masa mudaku :)

Sekarang ni aku confuse tentang perasaan aku sendiri. Ake terjerat di antara cinta dua wanita^^ kalau boleh aku xmahu mengecewakan kedua2nya. Anyway ada seorg perempuan yg baru muncul dlm hidup aku. Ratna nama nya. Aku panggil dia Hacks & dia panggil aku coffee :) aku amat selesa dgnnya. tapi bagi aku dia lebih kepada seorg kawan rapat ;D Dia ckap dia cinta kat aku tapi dia juge x mahu mengkhianat kawan dia(awek aku kwn dia). So,aku respect lh kt dia ^^ aku harap masalah2 aku ni aku dapat hadapi dgn senang. Sbb aku tau,byk lagi masalah yg bkal menanti.

Just that!!!

 sy lbih suka sorg2 dari berkumpul dgn org lain :) sy hanya berminat utk berada dgn dgn sesetengah org je. sakit hati tol la bila ada org yg menyampah ;D x blh ka biarkn sy sorg2?? just that!!!

1st song - Sad Song

c/o 

When u cry , in the rain , keep walkin' & dying .

I'll never let u go

When u die , in my heart , its raining & im dying .
I'll never let u go.

There's other place we need to go but u fly to sky
Another hug&kiss , the sweetest 1  , I want it from you

But u lay down without a sound

Your head down & your soul fly to sky .

& u left me without warn me 1st

Here I crying alone , without a sound or drama but I do bleed my self

Tear my heart into a part , what they call it a BROKEN HEART

You dont realise I can't see without you

When you are my eyes

Cant breath unless u breath
Cant live unless u live

c/o

Now still u lay down without a sound (a sound that make me happy )

without a smile ( smile that make me happy )

I try to kill my self but Im already did it

Bcoz Im dead  when you left me behind
You go away with your coffin
I cry inside but you still dont wake up
Mind me ! If Ive do something wrong ( but dont left me alone )

Punish me !  If I've hurt your feeling ( but dont left me alone )

But you tell me something yeah ( before you die )

Move on & make my self happy ( but dont you know Im not happy without you? )
Im not Funny'Man if I can't see yo smile ( yeah Im not Funny'Man anymore )

But you tell me too you will live as my eyes

View a world that I not yet see it ( see through it)

 

c/o

Now I know what rain its like
its like when u loss something that pretty important for ya (for you )

& now I've love another girl , move on , step along like what you want

Even you still lay down without a sound ( a smile )
Im used to love you before.

-lyric by Rio(Funny'Man)

My Black Dahlia

still , I try to love Wawa but I can't but t'll keep trying cOz I dont want to hurt her. she deserve my love . Not Theresa , the 1 that more believe her friend than her love but.. but... I love her , I love Theresa so much , why she not notice that . why..?? hows it feel??I dont care to wait for Theresa for a hundred year more but.. I can't make Wawa sad.. oh god what should i do now. 
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa
I love Theresa 

:( I do , love her so much ..... too much .
what Ive feel now , was a present for urself.
plz , feel my tlc... my sincerely heart juz for u ....
that now left as a black dahlia

Sweetmemory~

FreakTyme-

 Kmpln kmi yg terdiri dari dua official member , saya(Funny'Man) & Shahir(Bamboo Tree). Kmi tgh dlm proses menyiapkn album pertama kmi iaitu Midnight Tales. band kmi akan berasaskan musik screamo,rap&rock. Kmi juga dkm proses mencari member2 baru utk kmplan kmi yg mampu menyanyi & memainkn alat musik. Harap2 album kmi dpt d keluarkn cpt & mempunyai penyokong yg ramai ;D FreakTyme Team/BAnd juga merupakan kmplan yg bermain DoTa & tgh meluaskn pengaruh nya ke seluruh dunia ;D For DoTa player info, ramai pemain dari barat telah menyertai FreakTyme DoTA Clan ... sekiranya kmpln kmi akan jd mengeluarkn album pertama kmi , sila . berilah sokongan anda kpd kmi . tq ^^ 

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Kem Jalinan Mesra Mekanikal

 :) Jumaat yg lepas,kami terpaksa pergi ke Kem Mekanikal anjuran jabatan kami. Oleh sebab kehadiran adalah wajib,maka kami mengambil keputusan utk pergi juge. Hahaha... antara 60 org peserta yg terpilih,cma 15 org je yg dtg.. mengejutkan.. LoL. tetapi Kem di teruskan juga dgn fasilitator d msukkn ke dlm kumpulan peserta. Kemudiannya kmi d bahagikan kpd 5 buah kmpln. Asalnya d dlm group sy tiada rakan sekelas sy,John. tetapi dia menyeludup masuk ., hua3.. maka dgn rasminya kumpulan kami da 7 org iaitu Abg Win,Danny,John,Fira,Eyta,Faiz & saya sendiri. Mulanya Kem ini kelihatan membosankn pd pndangan sy tetapi apabila aktiviti 2 d mulakn,kerjasama,perasaan ingin tahu,persahabatan mula wujud dlm kmpulan kami.Cma dlm beberapa minit kmi mula menjdi rapat. Kamcing gua ckap lu. hahaha.. kmi namakan kmpulan kmi Vernier Carliper(LoL due to senior ask we all to named group that related to Mechanical.. ) Nama tu saya yg cadangkan. ok x? haha... Saya mula menganggap junior2 sy(Eyta,Faiz,Eyta) seperti adik sy d politeknik ini,Abg Win pula abg dan John sememangnya kwn rapat sy. Banyak kenangan manis yg sy dpt & juga kenangan buruk seperti sy menjatuhkn hp Fira ke dlm air(rasa bersalah) haha :) maafkn abg. Dia pn mcm ok je(dlm hati x tau la). Tapi mmg slh sy la.... hehe...Well mmg best la Kem ini . x rugi dtg XD

They are my family. She was my Love. Islam was my religion.

They are my family. My beloved my , my beloved dad , my beloved brothers & sisters & also my grandma. I miss them so much. ;D especially my youngest sister , Siti Aishah :) hehe.. she such as very naughty girl XD 

Right now , Im carrying their hope , to see my successful . I try too.. 

Believe me , Im trying hard. Even it'll sacrify my life , I'll try my best to make everyone happy^^

Yo who is this?? owh man she was my beyond fiance. Hahaha XD yeah yeah yeah yeah . I miss her ;D

Islam is my only religion. I know I've done too many sin. &i try to fixed it, Too,I  try to not make a same mistake. I try to be a true muslimin. I believe Allah S.W.T will show a right way fto me,a way to get HIS hidayah. :) Amin....

Wake up

Just finish my bath & wear the clothes.. The day still raining. Make this morning very cold.. Oh man later we'll have a Thermo test ;S ... Hope we can answer it lorh .. hahaha........still , my headache seem dont want left my head yet == . wish me luck yeah yeah yeah yeah ~~~~~~~

All light at the sky was are star

Look at this pic , is she look cute XD well face not present everything , didnt show ur real heart ^^ This pic are my new love pic ... well I just can hopin' that our love will be forever. Its still a long way to go. So,for now my target was focus in my study & manage my life well . Actually , my life now are miserable & crowded with problems. Haha I really miss my family now, this year Hari Raya are meaningful to me :) where Im become more close to my family. 

I hope my disease will getting well soon^^ . I want to continue this life even I'll through it with painful. No joy without pain right. Hahaha.
Today will decide your tomorrow :) 

                       -F'M

Smack That

A gurl have waiting me for a few month . so now , i try to give myself a chance to love her . haha ... love may come by itself but , we also can create it , am I right? ^^ well Ive been waitin' someone also for a few month , a half year already past . I know she already has a bf but , Im still lovin' her... zzz..... am I addicted to her? yeah.... But its about to move on , no matter what happen . STUDY ... study well study smart study hard haiizzz... these thing make me tired but im promise u something . I'll do the best for my study mom . I miss you XD miss you so much... 

   Hari Raya Aidilfitri soonnnnn ... wahhh ,.... 9 days left./. cant wait for it. I want to meet my sister & brother & give them Duit Raya . Hehe~~~~ Do you want to know whats my gf 's name? Her name is Azwaniza ... A kid , juz form 3 now ,hehe . kinda weird ya /.//// well , love is blind ^^ i wont give a damn to her.

Eyh , guys... SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN & SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA ^^

                                                                                                                 -Funny'Man